Wednesday, September 19, 2007

Anything to get out of this space

When I focus on keeping my jaw relaxed it opens up emotion, anything to get out of this space of mind foreclosure like where everything could be blank there’s just a shutting down. I danced for eight minutes, eight minutes I enjoyed spinning falling flying with gravity I even enjoyed a few minutes after until this crash where if I shut my jaw everything's sadness except the middle of my back pulled tight ouch. I guess it's good that it's late because soon I'll be in bed though I don't like sadness in bed either.

2 comments:

O said...

I'm sorry. I hope you feel better soon.

mattilda bernstein sycamore said...

Thanks so much, O -- today the air is very fresh, so we shall see...

Love --
mattilda