Tuesday, March 03, 2009

Everything

Lately everything I want to write is so dangerously close to everything I can’t write. I mean I sit down and so fast I’ve lost it. The energy, not the want -- the want is still there. Or I don’t sit down, I mean I don’t sit down to write because I’m too tired. Or I sit down, and then everything hurts, so I have to move, but I can’t move enough, and then everything hurts again.

2 comments:

Urban Memo said...

I know people who have/have had fibromyalgia and attribute acupuncture to their recovery and/or relief from symptoms.

mattilda bernstein sycamore said...

Thanks for the suggestion -- unfortunately acupuncture tends to drain me more than it helps these days, dammit!

Love --
mattilda