Sunday, May 05, 2013
Just to see
Oh, I feel so terrible and sometimes writing makes me feel better, so that’s why I’m writing, why I’m writing right now although I don’t have the energy to write what I really want to write about how sometimes writing makes me feel better. And then what do I feel? No, too soon, don’t check so soon. That feeling in my head, what is it: cloudiness, brain drain, pain, vibration towards the temples, dark dreaming, car horn, okay, like I could just go to sleep right now but I’m meeting Jen in 42 minutes, would it be possible just to sleep for 20 minutes and then get back up, should I try it, should I try it just to see?