Thursday, March 06, 2014

A level I don't need

Sometimes the morning brings such a clear thought, I mean today I suddenly realized one of the reasons I can’t deal when people are deliberately shady in public is that it’s so hard for me to exist in the world at all, but I’m always friendly, or I always try to be friendly, and this takes a lot of effort, a lot of effort to seem effortless. And then these people who are deliberately shady, and it wrecks me. I mean, I’m already wrecked. But then I’m at the next level, whatever level that is, a level I don’t need.

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